Katie and her many many thoughts

When I was traveling, I felt like I was floating between dreams and reality. Floating was only when it was connected. I wish to re-enter my dreams. Reality for me has no value anymore. I guess if you have something to look forward too, your spirits are lifted a bit. Could lots of little things make up enough to feel happier? I am not very sure on that one. If only I could call into myself and ask myself how to straighten up.

Taken from my cell phone while awaiting to leave Zurick

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I finished Eclipse last nite and already started Breaking Dawn. Last and I believe final book. Which fine by me. Just a week left on my solo exhibit. It’s been surreal to have that happen to me, maybe it’ll happen again. I sure do hope so. Oh, I bought another children book, Splat the Cat. Very funny book. It’s good to keep some simple books around to tame your mind from aging to fast.

He’s really adorable!

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You ever felt like the life you lead just isn’t the life you feel right in? Like deep down inside of yourself that something else is meant for you? Or could it just be a fantasy in your own mind thinking of something you only wish it would come true. I do not know which it is for me, but I wish I could trust the person who tells me they love me and believe it’s real. The past 10 years for me has been trying to find my own happiness. I have had false starts that only lead to heartache. I have a deep feeling I need to relocate, again. I just have to stick it out here for a little longer. I just feel right now that I do feel something else is meant for me. I just do not know if it is the right thing. Or I will only find more of the same of what is here. I suppose I’ll have to see how I am in year and see if I am still feeling as I do now. I hate to think I have to still wait longer to find out who I am inside. I do not know anymore if I am strong enough to carry on and keep an eye open for myself. I have wrapped up so much delusional words in my head. Is anything I am thinking rational?

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I have decided to make my personal website more personal. Not just with my very own photography etc, but also my thoughts.

If you would like to read my blog I made just for my stay in Malaysia, Katie In Malaysia

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